DAVID FAGEN

InsurrectoChris Santiagofor David Fagen
Corporal, U.S. Army (1898-1899); Captain, Philippine Republican Army (1899-1901)
Our worst enemy is General May:
rainy season, the lieutenant means, monsoon
much like Tampa’s summer storms. Roads become marsh;
not just flooding but fever, a fire
that hollows me out. We throw lifelines
to overturned ferries; casualties grow long.Incessant drizzle. Letters take too long
to reach home. I prefer carousal, cards: dismay
in officers’ faces when I cross the line.
The guardhouse my second home. My fines soon
add up: a month’s pay. Most of it earned, so far,
by killing time, not ladrones: we marchto summits, spy gugus drilling below; march
back down to find the enemy long
gone—only grinning farmers left. Hellfire
spits the lieutenant, scanning ridges, amazed
to have been rolled by shoeless bandits again. Soon
he’ll snap, like the officers in Samar who linedup boys young as ten—sympathizers, aligned
with insurgents. (So said General Smith.) Marshaled
them, blindfolded, to clearings. Too soon
for them to swell the soil; long
rest for short lives. Their will bewilders me—
faced with Gatlings, Krags, methodical shellfirethey ambush hand to hand. Bolos; sniper fire
in enfilades. Harass our lines
then beat back to boondocks, a maze
of jungle, cordilleras, rice fields, marsh.
Land surely rich with poetry—tulang
in their tongue—land like home: typhooncousin to hurricane. When the monsoon
shifts, so do I—I snap, desert for foreign fires.
Rope can kill black soldiers but not disease, lungs
like ours grittier, the C.O.s say; we’re maligned
but nicknamed “Immunes.” My old unit marches,
black against brown. Under white. As if to makethe Far East a second South. I captain a line
for the Filipino side: a turncoat, merging
nations. Our flag has no color. Soon it may.

Here is the text of Amanda Gorman’s poem, “The Hill We Climb,” in full:
When day comes, we ask ourselves, where can we find light in this never-ending shade?
The loss we carry. A sea we must wade.
We braved the belly of the beast.
We’ve learned that quiet isn’t always peace, and the norms and notions of what “just” is isn’t always justice.
And yet the dawn is ours before we knew it.
Somehow we do it.
Somehow we weathered and witnessed a nation that isn’t broken, but simply unfinished.
We, the successors of a country and a time where a skinny Black girl descended from slaves and raised by a single mother can dream of becoming president, only to find herself reciting for one.
And, yes, we are far from polished, far from pristine, but that doesn’t mean we are striving to form a union that is perfect.
We are striving to forge our union with purpose.
To compose a country committed to all cultures, colors, characters and conditions of man.
And so we lift our gaze, not to what stands between us, but what stands before us.
We close the divide because we know to put our future first, we must first put our differences aside.
We lay down our arms so we can reach out our arms to one another.
We seek harm to none and harmony for all.
Let the globe, if nothing else, say this is true.
That even as we grieved, we grew.
That even as we hurt, we hoped.
That even as we tired, we tried.
That we’ll forever be tied together, victorious.
Not because we will never again know defeat, but because we will never again sow division.
Scripture tells us to envision that everyone shall sit under their own vine and fig tree, and no one shall make them afraid.
If we’re to live up to our own time, then victory won’t lie in the blade, but in all the bridges we’ve made.
That is the promise to glade, the hill we climb, if only we dare.
It’s because being American is more than a pride we inherit.
It’s the past we step into and how we repair it.
We’ve seen a force that would shatter our nation, rather than share it.
Would destroy our country if it meant delaying democracy.
And this effort very nearly succeeded.
But while democracy can be periodically delayed, it can never be permanently defeated.
In this truth, in this faith we trust, for while we have our eyes on the future, history has its eyes on us.
This is the era of just redemption.
We feared at its inception.
We did not feel prepared to be the heirs of such a terrifying hour.
But within it we found the power to author a new chapter, to offer hope and laughter to ourselves.
So, while once we asked, how could we possibly prevail over catastrophe, now we assert, how could catastrophe possibly prevail over us?
We will not march back to what was, but move to what shall be: a country that is bruised but whole, benevolent but bold, fierce and free.
We will not be turned around or interrupted by intimidation because we know our inaction and inertia will be the inheritance of the next generation, become the future.
Our blunders become their burdens.
But one thing is certain.
If we merge mercy with might, and might with right, then love becomes our legacy and change our children’s birthright.
So let us leave behind a country better than the one we were left.
Every breath from my bronze-pounded chest, we will raise this wounded world into a wondrous one.
We will rise from the golden hills of the West.
We will rise from the windswept Northeast where our forefathers first realized revolution.
We will rise from the lake-rimmed cities of the Midwestern states.
We will rise from the sun-baked South.
We will rebuild, reconcile, and recover.
And every known nook of our nation and every corner called our country, our people diverse and beautiful, will emerge battered and beautiful.
When day comes, we step out of the shade of flame and unafraid.
The new dawn balloons as we free it.
For there is always light, if only we’re brave enough to see it.
If only we’re brave enough to be it

FIRST DUMP

Took her first witnessed dump after her first night sleeping in the crate

My trainer suggests a tip when potty training this puppy. Every 2 hours I take her outside. She has to know inside potty is a no…no…while outside is the behavior we want. Once outside, if she does her thing, a lot of positive affirmation is given. Today was the first time she did her dump outside. Good. This also was the first time she spent the night in her crate. Life in training a puppy is a lot of work but the reward is so worth it to know she is getting her shit together because of our training. Thank you Lord.

TRIXY

Picking up Trixy

Decided to change Talluah name to Moxy…now Trixy.  Final name. Folks at 4 Paws based out of Williamsburg were a pleasure to work with.

On Tuesday….Jan 11…I spotted Talluah online. I submitted the application….and…wrote the follow up email:

Hello…I just completed and emailed the adoption application for Tallulah (D1717). I am adding this email to explain our sense of urgency for adoption. Our 12 year old, rescue Jack Russell passed 2 weeks ago. We desperately need another young JRT to help rid the grief and pain of our loss. Please consider our application. In addition, please expedite the process so we can bring Tallualh home by Friday. As a reference, contact Stacy at Bostic Veterinary Hospital…(757) 497-8492… on how well our Foxy was cared for close to 12 years.

 
Thank you in advance for your understanding…
Allan
 
Tallulah (D1717)
 
I really liked what I saw. Wanted to make sure i did everything possible to find a new companion.
Shannon contacted for a walk through. Got the papers signed…then…Saturday…10:30AM…we picked Trixy out. Kelly…757  544-8565   Shannon 804 382-7881
 
We couldn’t believe how cooperative Trixy is….i.e…we could actually pick her up without getting bit. On the drive home, I told Edwina to pet her as she was shaking with anxiety. In a few moments, She calmed down.
 
Once home, I took her on her first workout.
 
 
 

https://www.strava.com/activities/6529637034

She did very well. Was actually worried that she could not bark. However, when 2 dogs we encountered barked at Trixy she growled right back. Awright!!! Later that evening, she slept with us. so far…I’m impressed. Thank you Lord for answering my prayers.